Someone types “therapist near me” at half past eleven at night. What comes back is directory profiles, two group practices, and a psychology-today paragraph you wrote in 2019 that lists nine modalities and says nothing about what a session is actually like. Your Google listing says you are a Psychologist and gives an address.
And you did not train for eight years in order to advertise. Writing about your own practice feels close to self-promotion, which sits badly against how you were taught to hold the frame. That discomfort is real and it is not a character flaw. It is also the reason the website has been eighty percent finished for three years.
So the caseload runs on three referring colleagues, which works right up until one retires or narrows their focus. Then there are four open hours a week, and open hours in private practice are not abstract. They are rent, and the gap takes longer to close than it took to open.
Meanwhile the person searching at half past eleven found someone whose page happened to describe, in plain words, exactly the thing they could not name. Not a better clinician than you. A more findable one.